@Silly,

Sometimes I asked myself: Why am I so stupid ah?

Even though I know how much you hate it. There's nothing esle for me to do in front of your house, I wait helplessly for you no matter, no matter how miserable I am. There's nothing bigger I can lose than losing you. In the same place, in front of your house, I wait. To you who doesn't answer my calls anymore. No matter how much I beg, how much I seek for forgiveness. Even though its useless I stand waiting in front of your house. Even if you pretend you don't even notice me. And you pass by me as if I was someone you see for the first time until you hear my words 'I'm sorry'.... In a day I looked at the phone thousands of times and at one small sound I checked so many times to see if it was a message of you. At first, I thought that like after an usual fight I thought you would come back. That you where too kind to leave me this hardly. ♥